Ok yall im getting a little too personal for my liking but this is situation im in is ringing in my ears!! I have to get these emotions out so my mind can be clear to do what i need to do. So bear with me skip to the next blog if u feel the need to. But right now I'm going back to my beginning......poetry
What I want, I cant have.
What I need, You cant give to me.
All I want is to love and be loved.
Will you be able to give it to me?
How do you compete with someones past?
I can never be what she was for you unless you let me.
Holding on to your past is detrimental to our future.
So where does that leave me?
Am I where I want to be?
Are you what is meant for me?
Or are we just in love with this dream?
Your eyes tell a story and I'm not sure if u are ready for the tale I see.
You want peace and happiness. Love and Stability
But you cant seem to let go.
So until you do we won't be what you want us to be.
And until you make up you mind we're only be in love with this dream.
I need to be free from...this...this hold that you have on me.
This wont get the best of me.
What I want, I cant have
And What I need, you cant give to me
I will control my destiny
On this journey to get to be where i need to be
The Question remains
Will you maintain your fears or will you join me?
Thanks for letting me vent SweetToothers!!
xoxoxox
MsSuga
