Ok so I know that work is scarce. and you don't have to tell me about how hard it is to find something to do for the remainder of the day. BUT having an in depth conversation about American Idol in the ladies room is not a way to pass the time! Especially in the one part of the building that echos!!
Get it in gear ladies before you screw us all over!!
xoxoxoxo
MsSuga
Friday, March 19, 2010
What the fuck is really going on?
You know what? I am sick and tired of being sick and tired! I swear to bob if one more man tells me "Your gonna make a great wife" or "You would be an awesome girlfriend" I am going to start cracking muthafucking skulls. Once again someone tells me Oh you are a wonderful beautiful, sexy woman any man would love to have u. But all they do is say it...Remember people Actions speak louder than words!! If I'm so fucking wonderful why am I still single? How is it that you can point out such a wonderful person but u don't try to claim that person for yourself. I know if I see a good person I would love to lock that in and keep them all to myself!!
Granted I am happy with myself and my life. I, like most people, do want someone to share my life with. I'm not talking about getting married right now I mean just someone to have fun with, live, learn and love with. I am however, very picky. I don't want to be in a relationship for the sake of claiming it and have my boo still off freaking every person they meet. People these days are so caught up in what others are doing they cannot seem to do what is right. Be happy with yourself not trying to get over on others.
I see how a person can be in a relationship for along period of time yet want and step to others knowing damn well they are planning on being fucked up people. I am so tired of that bullshit. I mean really?? What the fuck is really going on in your head? Why do you think that will work?!! It always turns out the same. And you wonder why no one trusts your dumb ass. Because you are a fucked up, greedy, selfish person! You really need to sit back and think about what you are doing? Think long and hard and ask yourself What the fuck is really going on?
If ya'll knew how many people have tried to be with me and get my goods like I didn't know that they were in a relationship. It's ridiculous! Go be with her why are you trying to get pussy when you wake up to, sleep next to, and get some when you want why do you need my pussy. Go the fuck away!! Honestly leave me to my destiny. Don't come fuck up my life because you aren't happy with the one you are with.
There are a lot people in this world that want the chance to get close to me. Most wont, some will but only get a half-assed friendship because I don't trust people and that one special person may slip through the cracks and we both end up fucked up people because of your selfish unhappy ass.
So I don't know what the fuck is really going on but we need to get it together!! We are on the path of destruction going no where fast! Ugh!!
xoxoxoxo
MsSuga
Granted I am happy with myself and my life. I, like most people, do want someone to share my life with. I'm not talking about getting married right now I mean just someone to have fun with, live, learn and love with. I am however, very picky. I don't want to be in a relationship for the sake of claiming it and have my boo still off freaking every person they meet. People these days are so caught up in what others are doing they cannot seem to do what is right. Be happy with yourself not trying to get over on others.
I see how a person can be in a relationship for along period of time yet want and step to others knowing damn well they are planning on being fucked up people. I am so tired of that bullshit. I mean really?? What the fuck is really going on in your head? Why do you think that will work?!! It always turns out the same. And you wonder why no one trusts your dumb ass. Because you are a fucked up, greedy, selfish person! You really need to sit back and think about what you are doing? Think long and hard and ask yourself What the fuck is really going on?
If ya'll knew how many people have tried to be with me and get my goods like I didn't know that they were in a relationship. It's ridiculous! Go be with her why are you trying to get pussy when you wake up to, sleep next to, and get some when you want why do you need my pussy. Go the fuck away!! Honestly leave me to my destiny. Don't come fuck up my life because you aren't happy with the one you are with.
There are a lot people in this world that want the chance to get close to me. Most wont, some will but only get a half-assed friendship because I don't trust people and that one special person may slip through the cracks and we both end up fucked up people because of your selfish unhappy ass.
So I don't know what the fuck is really going on but we need to get it together!! We are on the path of destruction going no where fast! Ugh!!
xoxoxoxo
MsSuga
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Life
Don't waste your time on a dead end job living paycheck to paycheck! Learn to have fun and love life. Everyday I feel like I lose part of my life sitting around here. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE working, but I am to the point where I need more. There is more to life than cubicles and calculators and not knowing what the outside looks like on a daily basis.
I WANT TO BE FREE!! I need mind challenges and excitement, and overtime!! Granted this is a temporary situation but everyday makes me move forward more and more to what I want to do. I refuse to be that person who lives to be 75 years old, hate my job and the end still be miserable.
So whats the point of this? Here's your dose of Suga!! Live life for you!! Be Healthy, Be Happy, Be Sane!!
I WANT TO BE FREE!! I need mind challenges and excitement, and overtime!! Granted this is a temporary situation but everyday makes me move forward more and more to what I want to do. I refuse to be that person who lives to be 75 years old, hate my job and the end still be miserable.
So whats the point of this? Here's your dose of Suga!! Live life for you!! Be Healthy, Be Happy, Be Sane!!
Cavity Request: Be Yourself
I know, i know i haven't been around for a while but hey I had a lot going on. I apologize and i hope you all can forgive me and accept my toke of apology: another dose of Suga for your sweet tooth!
This was somewhat requested by several people. We would have a conversation that made it clear that this is what I need to speak on. So...lets do it!
I cannot stand LIARS and FAKERS! Just be yourself. You don't have to lie to get ahead with me. Just be real. I always say that I would rather you tell me the truth and break my heart then lie to me and loose me forever. Granted I understand some lies are necessary, and those are accepted by society so I try not to make a big fuss. BUT In the end the truth always sets you free. (Kind of cliche right?) Let me tell you a story...
Picture it South Florida 2008...lmbo..Just playing guys...
I met this guy whom we will call Mack. And Mack was a wonderful man. Sweet, caring, funny, loving and treated me like a Queen. He cooked for me and used to take me this place were we would sit by the water and just talk. He'd wrap his arms around me and we would laugh and think and talk about our dreams. Now see the problem with Mack was that even though he spent sooooooooooo much time with me, Mack also had a girlfriend. When we first met I knew that him and her were on the outs, so it makes sense that I just figured that they broke up. (It would be safe for you to assume that I was wrong seeing as I am writing about this situation.) Well Mack and I started getting really serious and one day with tears in his eyes he told me he loved me. Literally two weeks later I got a text message from Mack that said "Me and that bitch are done! She told me the baby aint mine" WTF 1) what bitch are you done with? B) What baby? & 3rd) when the fuck were you gonna tell me?? Our whole relationship was a lie. After I politely told him what he can kiss, where to go, and even offered to send him there he still called me. Told me she was crazy, he wasn't happy and he wanted me but didn't want to leave his son. That part is understandable. I told him to leave me alone, and go work on that relationship that he felt the need to lie to me about. Yes my feelings were hurt. Yes I have issues trusting him or people in general. And Yes I am over him. I forgave him for what he did because I refuse to hold on to anger.
In the end he still calls me, tries to rub in how "happy" he is with her. I tell him don't try to prove it to me that's your life not mine. I am merely someone he met in passing. I do believe he loved me, but that shit is for the birds! He still lied to me! Led me to believe it was us against the world and not only was he with her but she was carrying his child! Now we can't have that friendship we had before. There will be no more in depth conversations about cartoons. Or watching this boats sail by. That is over. I just hope somewhere down the line he truly becomes happy. I feel like even though lying to me made it easier for him to handle his business, I do know that lying to yourself will ruin you forever. You hurt others but more importantly you hurt yourself! And what do you have to show for it?
The moral of this story stop lying! Be yourself!
xoxoxoxo
MsSuga
This was somewhat requested by several people. We would have a conversation that made it clear that this is what I need to speak on. So...lets do it!
I cannot stand LIARS and FAKERS! Just be yourself. You don't have to lie to get ahead with me. Just be real. I always say that I would rather you tell me the truth and break my heart then lie to me and loose me forever. Granted I understand some lies are necessary, and those are accepted by society so I try not to make a big fuss. BUT In the end the truth always sets you free. (Kind of cliche right?) Let me tell you a story...
Picture it South Florida 2008...lmbo..Just playing guys...
I met this guy whom we will call Mack. And Mack was a wonderful man. Sweet, caring, funny, loving and treated me like a Queen. He cooked for me and used to take me this place were we would sit by the water and just talk. He'd wrap his arms around me and we would laugh and think and talk about our dreams. Now see the problem with Mack was that even though he spent sooooooooooo much time with me, Mack also had a girlfriend. When we first met I knew that him and her were on the outs, so it makes sense that I just figured that they broke up. (It would be safe for you to assume that I was wrong seeing as I am writing about this situation.) Well Mack and I started getting really serious and one day with tears in his eyes he told me he loved me. Literally two weeks later I got a text message from Mack that said "Me and that bitch are done! She told me the baby aint mine" WTF 1) what bitch are you done with? B) What baby? & 3rd) when the fuck were you gonna tell me?? Our whole relationship was a lie. After I politely told him what he can kiss, where to go, and even offered to send him there he still called me. Told me she was crazy, he wasn't happy and he wanted me but didn't want to leave his son. That part is understandable. I told him to leave me alone, and go work on that relationship that he felt the need to lie to me about. Yes my feelings were hurt. Yes I have issues trusting him or people in general. And Yes I am over him. I forgave him for what he did because I refuse to hold on to anger.
In the end he still calls me, tries to rub in how "happy" he is with her. I tell him don't try to prove it to me that's your life not mine. I am merely someone he met in passing. I do believe he loved me, but that shit is for the birds! He still lied to me! Led me to believe it was us against the world and not only was he with her but she was carrying his child! Now we can't have that friendship we had before. There will be no more in depth conversations about cartoons. Or watching this boats sail by. That is over. I just hope somewhere down the line he truly becomes happy. I feel like even though lying to me made it easier for him to handle his business, I do know that lying to yourself will ruin you forever. You hurt others but more importantly you hurt yourself! And what do you have to show for it?
The moral of this story stop lying! Be yourself!
xoxoxoxo
MsSuga
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