What the fuck is really going on?

You know what? I am sick and tired of being sick and tired! I swear to bob if one more man tells me "Your gonna make a great wife" or "You would be an awesome girlfriend" I am going to start cracking muthafucking skulls. Once again someone tells me Oh you are a wonderful beautiful, sexy woman any man would love to have u. But all they do is say it...Remember people Actions speak louder than words!! If I'm so fucking wonderful why am I still single? How is it that you can point out such a wonderful person but u don't try to claim that person for yourself. I know if I see a good person I would love to lock that in and keep them all to myself!!

Granted I am happy with myself and my life. I, like most people, do want someone to share my life with. I'm not talking about getting married right now I mean just someone to have fun with, live, learn and love with. I am however, very picky. I don't want to be in a relationship for the sake of claiming it and have my boo still off freaking every person they meet. People these days are so caught up in what others are doing they cannot seem to do what is right. Be happy with yourself not trying to get over on others.

I see how a person can be in a relationship for along period of time yet want and step to others knowing damn well they are planning on being fucked up people. I am so tired of that bullshit. I mean really?? What the fuck is really going on in your head? Why do you think that will work?!! It always turns out the same. And you wonder why no one trusts your dumb ass. Because you are a fucked up, greedy, selfish person! You really need to sit back and think about what you are doing? Think long and hard and ask yourself What the fuck is really going on?

If ya'll knew how many people have tried to be with me and get my goods like I didn't know that they were in a relationship. It's ridiculous! Go be with her why are you trying to get pussy when you wake up to, sleep next to, and get some when you want why do you need my pussy. Go the fuck away!! Honestly leave me to my destiny. Don't come fuck up my life because you aren't happy with the one you are with.

There are a lot people in this world that want the chance to get close to me. Most wont, some will but only get a half-assed friendship because I don't trust people and that one special person may slip through the cracks and we both end up fucked up people because of your selfish unhappy ass.

So I don't know what the fuck is really going on but we need to get it together!! We are on the path of destruction going no where fast! Ugh!!



xoxoxoxo
MsSuga